
hahaz... quite some time nvr write le horx..
For all those who are wondering how am i...
i am fine.. i am ok.. dun need worry.
aniwae thx alot to those ppl who cared for mi.. comforted mi n stuff..reali appreciate it..
hahaz. now tt i'm beta.. things are more the way it used to be b4.. more smiles and laughter.. i dare not say tt my sadness is gone.. but....i try not to show it..
yup.. now more abt wads happening.. my class lost in the captain ball competition lehz!! lose to 3e5... 9-7 i think.. actually can be draw the cus we got two balls not counted cus we shoot frm behind the catcher..haix.. nvm... wads over is over...
hahaz.. den todae co e time kena scolded for talking den almost got kicked out of SYF... den muz sit at the corner there cannot play.. but i still play... hahha. but after i explain everything.. e ding lao lao apolgise to me lehx.. hahaz.. shhhh.. dun tell u wad i say to her.. i blackmail her.. hahaz.. no la.. juz jk.. den now i'm back in co again... hahaz.. i am untouchable..haahz..
kk.. tts abt all i can think of.. kks.. see wen i free den write another entry.. byebye!
haix.. looks like all e happiness inside of mi is gone...
lost.........
i do not noe wad to do..
shld i or shld i not...
yes or no...
i can't make a decision....
or isit i do not wan to make a decision...
maybe i'm too scared..
too afraid..to tell myself that wad is over is over.. deres no turning back.. or a solution to it..
maybe i shld juz giv up... n be the real mi. the happy mi.. but i can't 4get.. the memories inside my head.. too gd.. too happy.. too deep..
but memories can nvr be 4gotten.. dey onli can juz be hidden in ur head.. not wanting to be rmb..not wanting to be found..
i tried..
i can't.. deres no way out..
i may be like this forever.. i may..
so this is to all who is reading..
sadness is not only being moody, depressed.. even more.. not being able to forget it... the pain.. hurting.. this is wad reali hurts a sad person most..
What I Adore________
Food:No preference.. juz kinda lik duck rice..hehe
Drinks:coke?
Pastimes:Hang out..spend time wif frends..
People:kind, happi ppl
What I Hate_________
People:irritating ppl...
Things:nth in particular
Food:nth in particular
Music's Playing_____
Artist: Blue
Song: Signed,Sealed,Delivered ( MIDI )
Memories That Fades___
Let Me Know________